Monday, January 26, 2009

Becoming a Refugee (part 1)

Our country receives refugees, it doesn't produce refugees, we believe. We like to think of our country as safe and stable. Stable is the keyword here. We want to leave it and come back only to find it there. To find that nothing has changed. It is still the same.

We want to make future plans and we want to dream . We want to believe that our future is in our country. We want our dreams to become true even if a new government came to power.
We want to live in our country with dignity. We want to make the choice to leave it or not.
We don't want to be forced out of it. Noone wants to live in exile, noone wants to be a refugee. We think of Refugees as second-class citizens . The host countries are like airports. They wait there until they can go back to their homelands. They wait while we take our country for granted.

My parents used to take Sudan for granted. My dad was a doctor. We lived in a nice apartment in Khartoum. My mother loved her career and we even had a good old Eritrean nanny. Her name was Momena and we called her Nana.

Then the coup happened.

On the 30th of June 1989, the army was on the streets. It didn't take long until we heard the coup music on the radio. The familiar music they play everytime a coup happens.

We've had so many coups in Sudan. In some places,people vote to bring a new president to power, in other places, you just wake up one day only to find out you don't even know the name of the current president.

No one expected the government to last long, I mean who would have thought an Islamist government would find any support in Sudan?

20 years on, we were proven wrong. They did find a place in Sudan through terrorism.
My dad was told he is now a retired man. He was in his 30's at the time. Apparently, he was on the government's blacklist because he was in the opposition. All of a sudden, he found himself unemployed with the rest of his friends. They compromised the professional class in the Sudan. If you wanted a job, you had to be with them. You had to support the regime if you wanted food on the table.

He looked everywhere for any kind of job . Finally, he found a job. He became a truck driver.

To be Continued


TI3GIB said...

Sudan is highly political. You need to have political understanding to properly construe the intricacies of the situation.

Stick to the nationalism or the humanatarism. Politics is not your thing.

Crushed said...

I guess you don't think about these things till they come your way.

They people they happen to don't seem real, kind of just images on the TV screen.
But the Tv shows Drama as well, so I guess people don't really see News and Drama as over different.

It's only when it happens to them.

AK said...

Thank you for sharing. They really did run the country into the ground. But one can only hope that their end is upon us. With the ICC arrest warrant coming, maybe this will be a wake up call. But then again, haven't they had enough wake up calls? Allah Kareem!

Halfa said...

and of course you are finely tuned to these political matters. Whether Sudan is highly political or not isn't an issue, but a mere laughable excuse. I am sorry to read this article, laken time has come for people to change the culture. Time for education and less apathy. One candle can light the darkness.